Graduation.

We are finally out of high school!!! These four years seemed to have dragged on for far too long;  except this last year, which went surprisingly fast.  High school has been nice to me in terms of my art though.

The thing I miss most about school is; hanging out with school mates. Ah, the good old days when I would hang around the Dataran Bestari during recess (I would always fight for FNR Position 6) , whisper and giggle during the Bacaan Lima Minit and not forgetting, sneaking into 5D and 5S when there's no teacher in my class. How I miss those days. But then again, those days were a few months ago. Well, to me it seems like years ago.

The best thing about high school is that you get to meet new people and gain fun experiences.

There are many classes, up to 10 for some kids, and in each class, there are new classmates to become friends with.

There are also teams, clubs, and other after school activities. You get to try new things, like team sports or sculpture, which is fun depending on what you choose to take.

I will treasure those memories in high school. It was one of the BEST years of my life. I will always remember the friends that I've gained. May we never forget one another :)

MY MOTTO

My favorite motto in life and quote is "no pain no gain." This motto means that if you don't try, you can't get anything. For example, if you are playing in a football game, and you can either pass it or run it, and its the game point, and you know that you probably aren't going to make it, then if you don't try you loose already but if you do try, you have a more higher percent of making it then if you didn't try at all.

well the reason why I like this is because every human in this world went through a lot pain and from that pain we have learn a lot of thing so we all pursue to strive for good, most of the successful people in this world have to go to a lot of pain and they made it to the top, and there are more pain that is coming but I believe from that bain there is gain.

There is also another example, let's say you are getting sucked into the economic meltdown on the news everyday and it is becoming a real pain in the ass. The pain starts with an external trigger such as "bad economic news." You now have some choices.
1) Turn off the TV or news
2) Pretend it's not happening. Or,
3) turn toward the external trigger "bad economic news" and then, this is the crucial next step, turn toward what it is bringing up in you,  such as your feelings of fear or anger.

But why do this? Because if you choose not to feel the pain that you feel in relationship to most things in your life, you are cutting off a huge opportunity to "gain." When you turn away, the only person that loses is you.
So, my strong suggestion is to man up and relate to your pain. Turn toward it, whatever it is. The external trigger of your pain could be money, a sour relationship, death of a loved one, a co-worker, your career, whatever. Next, feel the pain associated with the external trigger and see what happens.
Trust me, if you stay with it long enough, it will turn in to a big gain, but you have to turn toward the fire and stand in it. Another sign of a revolutionary man in the making-turning toward what is painful in life, rather than away from it.
Gain awaits. All you have to do, is relate to and turn toward your pain.

My favorite song so far!! - We Are Young.

I believe the first time I heard this song is at the radio station. I was driving the car and this song made me feel so relax and happy..

Here is the song lyrics.
Give me a second I,
I need to get my story straight
My friends are in the bathroom getting higher than the Empire State
My lover she’s waiting for me just across the bar
My seat’s been taken by some sunglasses asking bout a scar, and
I know I gave it to you months ago
I know you’re trying to forget
But between the drinks and subtle things
The holes in my apologies, you know
I’m trying hard to take it back
So if by the time the bar closes
And you feel like falling down
I’ll carry you home

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Now I know that I’m not
All that you got
I guess that I, I just thought
Maybe we could find new ways to fall apart
But our friends are back
So let’s raise a toast
‘Cause I found someone to carry me home

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Carry me home tonight (Nananananana)
Just carry me home tonight (Nananananana)
Carry me home tonight (Nananananana)
Just carry me home tonight (Nananananana)

The world is on my side
I have no reason to run
So will someone come and carry me home tonight
The angels never arrived
But I can hear the choir
So will someone come and carry me home

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

So if by the time the bar closes
And you feel like falling down
I’ll carry you home tonight

I thought of this as a song more about innocence than domestic abuse.

Such as in the line "I know I gave it to you months ago, I know you're trying to forget"
It seemed to me more about a guy apologizing to this girl about taking her innocence and hurting her really bad, and wishing he could take it all back because it wasn't worth it to him.
Saying "So if by the time the bar closes and you feel like falling down I'll carry you home tonight" he is trying to make up for what he did to her by being there for her instead, and perhaps she is drinking away her sorrow over it? Trying to rid herself of the painful memories with drugs and alcohol...

This song it's about life, and living it to the fullest. It's about having a strong relationship with people and having their backs no matter what. Even you make a mistakes with those people you know they will always be there for you. Not everything is about sex.
It's saying go out set the world on fire, burn brightly in that moment but make sure help each other all get home safely so you can do it another time. Have fun but be responsible and if you make a mistake learn to get past it and forgive each other because even if you fall down you're going to need each other to lean on so you carry them or they can carry you home.

MOM

As for my mom.
She always looks out for me, especially safety-wise.
She helps me out when I'm in a bind
She tells me to be the best I can be.
She tells me to love myself and never settle for less when it comes to love.
How she took care of me when I was sick.

Well, sometimes she pisses me off and irritates me, but she always ALWAYS is there for me. Even though i dont tell her my feelings cus its just awkward to me, she's never gonna stop trying to know more about me. She works her butt off just for the family, so i know she loves us and supports us even though sometmies she thinks she doesnt do enough. She still checks each of our bedrooms before going to sleep to make sure we're okay. She cooks amazingly. She lectures us even though we dont want to hear it - its because she won't/doesn't want to give up on us and knows whats best for us.

She can tell which of my friends are good or bad for me (and yes, usually her predictions are true) and she do this just by looking at my friends. She encourages me whenever it's just the two of us because my older brother is smarter than me. She nourishes us, cares for us, loves us, needs us like we need her, and helped us throughout our life. She's strong but also loving. LOVE HER

My favorite season.

All of the seasons have special qualities, but the summer is my favourite season of the year, for many things. First of all, in the summer we don’t go to school so i can sleep in the morning. i don’t have to do homework so i can have fun and rest all day long for 2 monthes. We have lots of activities in the summer, we can go swimming visit our friends and all kinds of sports. In the summer my family and I like going to vacation because of the nice weather, and of course everyone love vacation.

My favorite season is summer. I like the other seasons as well, but summer is the best for me.
First of all, I like summer because the weather is hot. Some people think that summer is too hot, but I just love it as it is. The sky is always blue and it hardly ever rains, and if it does, it is a warm and pleasant rain. I usually enjoy walking in the rain because it relaxes me. I like spending the long summer days out and sometimes even the short and warm nights. I like this season very much because it is the season of the perfumed flowers and the taste of healthy fruits from grandma’s garden.
Furthermore, I love holidays, especially the long summer holiday. I like spending my holiday with my family and friends, as well as travelling and visiting new places. From June till the end of August I like sleeping a lot in the morning, enjoying parties and sometimes pyjamas parties, reading a lot and staying with my friends playing basketball or listening to music. In the summer holidays I also go to my grandparents. I like the refreshing air because there I can find the tranquility I need after the noisy days spent in the city. I like helping my grandparents with the animals and other interesting things. I also learn about the customs and traditions of the Romanian village.
These are some of the reasons why I love summer and I consider it the best season of all. It offers me time for fun and meeting new people. This season gives me the feeling of joy that no other season does.

My Ideal Spouse.

   Okay, my current boyfriend is perfect already, so I'll just explain him instead of imagine a new one. My boyfriend is three years older than me, it's a perfect age different between a man and a woman. Like other girls, I like tall guys, my boyfriend is 183cm tall, which is tall enough for an Asian man or even other nations. Ok lets move on to his face, he has the right amount of ears, eyes, nose and mouth, which is very good because I don't want a handicap boyfriend.
 
   I met him in southern high school's prom the end of may this year. The first time I saw him I had instantly feel curious about him. He was really handsome and tall, well he is still now. His personality is very bright and funny. No matter who is he talking to nor what situation he is, he could make the mood happy and relax since he got a lot of jokes and humors. People say that he is just like me, whom like to make fun of anything and laugh about it. Yea we are both pretty outgoing and we are always having a good time while we are with each other.
He is 3 years older than me, which we both think it's a good age average. 3 years old aren't too old nor too small, just the perfect ages for us to understand each other. Of course, guys have always want to be a man. Since I am younger than him, it makes him feel like I need to be protected by him. This is really sweet when someone wants to step out and protect you. But at the same time, he is like a boy also. When I become angry, he would act like very innocent and begging to me for forgiveness. This is so cute and funny, sometimes I would forgive him instantly, and sometimes I would "play" him for awhile until he doesn't have anymore passion. But it's funny, we've never had been into a fight or anything.

 He said it's never gonna happen between us, because we both will stop for each other.
I learned a lot from through my boyfriend's personality and life experiments. I become more girly after I met I should say, and more mature. I learned how to act like a lady and how to face the tough problems. He always tells me that I should never run away from any problem, there is always a solution for it so you need to face it and solve it, and never give up so easily!
I think a good boyfriend is someone who can help and improve you, so my boyfriend had make it, and I really appreciate this.
Thank you honey, love you.

PRANCE!

I spend my whole high school in Saipan, which is truly sad and pathetic. I am not like my friends in China who going to club and karaoke every school nights. Never had a self study class during the midnight, I heard from my friends they all said it's fun and they said it's sad that I missed it. Well however, SIS also got something they ain't have, Prance. Prance is not really the official term, our school just call it because they cant afford a prom. Bur basically they are pretty much the same. In the United States and Canada, a prom or gathering of high school students. It is typically held near the end of the senior year. It figures greatly in popular culture and is a major event among high school students. High school juniors attending the prom may call it "junior prom" while high school seniors may call it "senior prom". In practice this may be a combined junior/senior dance. At prom, a Prom Queen and Prom King may be revealed. These are honorary titles awarded to students chosen in a school-wide vote prior to the prom, and are usually given to seniors.Juniors may also be honored, but would be called "Prom Prince" or "Prom Princess". Other students may be honored with inclusion in a "Prom Court". The selection method for Prom Court is similar to that of Homecoming Queen, King, and Court. Inclusion in a Prom Court is a reflection of popularity of those chosen and their level of participation in school activities, such as clubs or sports.

So there it is, one of my favorite picture that I took and prance. So the guy on my left is the prance partner, or your date. It could be your boyfriend, friends, same gender would be okay, or you could just go by yourself. So you go eat a nice dinner with a group before prom, get there, dance & have fun, take some pics. Actually dance too. & dancing... you probably know what type is popular, & it's pretty easy anyways. I might suggest wearing some tight underarmor spandex shorts under your pants thoughh.... It wasn't great thinking "O **** she better not notice omgomg" but I guess I was lucky because my date she seemed like she didn't care lol... but seirously, that's 1 precaution I forgot to take. If you don't know what I'm talking about, then you should try one while you still in high school!